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A Day in the Life of a Creative
Visionary:
Possible Scenarios
With Juelle and The Council (February
2007)
It is all a state of being. In every moment, the choice is
yours as to how you positively or negatively affect your life and therefore
how you will affect the world around you.
Possible scenarios:
4:00 AM to 7:00 AM -- Wake up. Morning ritual along with a
little yoga, meditation, reading and quiet.
Expression of gratitude -for
what I have, what I know, who I am and my life. Set the intention to do and
think at least 5 things today that positively affect my life and all around
me.
Or
7:00 AM--Wake up. Oh my I’m late. No time for anything.
Hurry. Brush teeth, get dressed and go. Don’t talk to me now, I don’t have
time. I should have set the clock. I thought I did. I should have looked to
be sure. Why am I always late? Maybe I was born later than expected. Not
prepared for work. Traffic. Did I say good-bye to the kids? Hurry. Darn it.
Or
11:00 AM--Wake up. Yawn. What a good night of sleep. Hmmm.
Think I will sit a minute and listen to the birds. Hmmm. Thank you Spirit
for a new day. I needed that sleep and integration. I often sleep late.
Maybe that is my rhythm. Hmmm. Let’s see what adventures the day holds. No
matter what, I know it will be interesting.
Or
11:30 AM -- Wake up. Shoot. I wasted half the day. Why can’t
I ever drag my butt out of bed? What is wrong with me? Maybe there is
something wrong with me! Sometimes I just feel like a loser and not on
track. Stop it!!! I just woke up for heaven’s sake. Breathe. Now start the
day again.
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7:00 AM to Noon --What a blessing to have these children even
if they do keep me running here and there, even if they make me crazy
sometimes, even if they challenge and stretch me in ways that I never
thought possible. They are beautiful, alive and in my life. They are part of
my mission right now. Can’t wait until their Mother gets home from work so I
can have a break!
Or
7:00 AM to 10:00 AM --Off to work I go. New day. Good
morning. A meeting? Sure, be right there-------- I can’t believe it. Are
they nuts?! How do they think I am going to do that along with everything
else I do and besides that, they don’t even appreciate what I am already
doing. I don’t get paid enough, no vacation and where the heck is this job
going any way? No one understands me and all I do is work to pay the bills.
What am I getting out of it? I want to be doing my healing work and I am
stuck here in this lousy job just to pay the bills. Dead end. Every day the
same. No hope or light in sight. On to the next meeting.
Or
7:00 AM to Noon --- Whew. Is it lunch time already? I need a
break. Where did the morning go? I really don’t care that much for this job.
Glad I have it though. It will see me through as I come up with something
else to do.
Or
7:00 AM to 7:30 --- I am bored. I am tired of myself. Self
healing, self loathing, Me, Me, Me. Self talk. I am simply bored with me.
You know that homeless shelter across the street? I am going to go volunteer
there. See if I see Me over there.
Or
7:00 AM to 11:30 --I don’t know. It is hard to stay positive
and keep seeing clients when the practice just isn’t growing like it should.
How on earth am I going to pay all these bills? Truth is, I am frightened. I
am a single mom with 2 kids to care for. I am out of my mind to think I can
make a living on this work. There just aren’t enough people wanting it. But
to think about not doing it.
Hey, there is a thought. Imagine my life if I was not doing
what I love. That’s it! Enough of this already. I love this work and no
matter what I need to do, I am going to keep doing it. Even if it means I
get a part-time job while the practice is building. Yup, I am a
little frightened. So what? Who wouldn’t be a little frightened doing things
like I am, on my terms.
This fear I have is just that old sub-conscious program that
has affected my beliefs and my life. It is the fear of insecurity, that I
can not create my own good, that I am inadequate. It is that old program
that keeps me in lack and fear.
Shoot. It probably didn’t take that long to imprint that old
program into the cells of my body when I was younger. It should only take
about 3 weeks to one month to imprint a new program into the cells of my
body now and get myself not only thinking more positively but believing it!
I am not going to dump my practice! I am going to commit to
getting a new way of thinking about all this--every minute until it is just
all the thought I have. Yup. That is what I am going to do. 3 weeks
downloading new software into the subconscious thinking realm of my being!
Think I will go have lunch now.
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1:00 to 3:00 -- Got lots done this morning. Time for a walk
in the woods. I really should not do that right now. Still lots to do this
afternoon. Other people just can’t up and take a couple hours like this. Is
it fair for me to be able to?! Oh silly now. Take it because I can. Take it
in honor of all the people who do not have a flexibility in their schedule.
Take it because in nature, I am energized and peaceful. It is quiet there
and that creates space in my mind for inspiration, new ideas, new directions
and insights. Makes me feel connected. Take it because I choose to.
Or
1:00 PM to 4:00 PM -- My Mother! She just pushes every button
I have, even the ones I thought I processed right out of me! Why won’t the
others help me with her? Just because I am the one who does not have a full
time job. She is so negative, so nagging. I love her but---. Finally. She is
sleeping. Good grief listen to her snore. She sounds like a truck driver. I
can’t even hear myself think. I could just put a pillow over her mouth and
smother her. Oh my God. How can I think like that! What is wrong with me?
Look what she turns me into. Stop Stop Stop Stop!
Breathe.
I must remember that she mirrors something for me. What do I
want to smother in myself? What is it about all this that brings up those
old issues? What a marvelous opportunity for me to release some old stuff.
What a good time to get free on a few things and maybe with that, it some
how helps her to be more free too.
As hard as she is, she did what she could. Now I must do the
same.
Or
1:00 PM to 2:00 PM -- I am in shock. Doesn’t she understand
me? She has been my friend for how long?! How could she not be happy for me.
I finally have had something totally wonderful happen for me and my good
friend can not support my joy. Instead she says negative things about me and
makes me feel awful. It hurts my feelings. Why are people not able to
rejoice and support happiness and success for others they say they care
about? Is it the misery loves company thing? That is so sad. It is sad that
someone must be pathetic, needy and in drama for another one to feel
successful, strong and OK. It is like every good thing we have had together
in the past is suddenly negated in the present because things are shifting.
Why can't things just shift, we honor each other and support each others
next step and joy and just be happy for each other?
Well
no matter what happens, I will stay in my joy and keep on
creating a great life. I will hold the best for my friend also, honoring
what we had in the past and hoping we still might have something in the
future. I can not play that small story part for her. I love her too much to
see myself or her that way. I know that I have had some contribution to this
dynamic and I take responsibility for that. I will definitely deal with my
own issues. Maybe we can talk about it all at some point. Maybe it won't
even be necessary. For now, I am looking at how all this makes me feel and
dealing with that, I am embracing my joy in the next steps, I am not holding
myself back to be something for anyone who wants me to be a certain way for
them, and I am holding the best for me and for my friend always. I will love
her forever.
Or
1:00 PM to 4:00 PM---I just do not know what to do. It seems
I just can't get a break. Just when I think things are smoothing out, here
it comes again. Stuff. It is always something. What is in my reality that
keeps this loop engaged?! I feel powerless to change it. I feel angry,
scared and sad, all at the same time. I need help. I need an attitude
adjustment.
Hi. This is Mary. You busy? Can you talk something out with
me?
Sure I can. Go.
OK, I don't really have all the answers for you at this
moment, but this is in your path for some reason, if nothing more than to
help you get to another stage in life. Handle the details in the best way
you can and whatever you do--do not go down the path of powerlessness! Don't
even for one moment go down the road marked "this stuff always happens to me
and it ticks me off." Don't go down that road. That is precisely the energy
that keeps you on that road! Go ahead, express all your feelings and then
let's start sorting out a plan of action. Keep your attention on
"resolution" in whatever form it might take. Do not keep your attention on
the process to resolution but rather resolution itself. The process will
sort its way out. I will be there with you through this. In fact, what are
you doing for dinner? I will be right there.
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7:00 PM to 7:30 PM --Hi! Listen, I just got the gang all fed,
everyone is doing their homework and I wanted to tell you about this great
idea that came to me this afternoon when I was walking. Got a minute? Good.
Well, I don’t know if it will go anywhere but at the moment this idea seems
very interesting and I want to share it with you because I know you would
help me with it or at least help me do a reality check on it. Cool eh?
Or
7:00 to bedtime ---20 more things to do before I go to bed.
Yea, I think this is my rhythm. I wonder if I really do have a choice in all
this--that is, time to stop and smell the roses, time for myself. What would
happen in my world if I just took that time? I am a bit of a control freak,
I see that. And I sure know what that is all about. I need to do life
differently instead of it doing me. I am making that choice now.
Or
7:00 to bedtime --How was your day? Yea, me too. It was just
one of those days. I had to remind myself to breathe, get centered, not
react and shift my perception about 40 times today! It was worth it though.
Qualifying the energy as successful no mater what, changes the vibration
running through me which then by the law of attraction, changes my reality.
Yea, it was all worth it. I'm not as drained as I would think I would be.
Probably only have to do the center, non-reaction, shift perspective thing
20 times tomorrow. I must remember to remind myself of this. Wanna go to a
movie?
Or
7:00 to bedtime -- My Mother had a moment of illumination
today. It was just a moment. She seemed at peace. I guess actually it was me
that had the moment of illumination and was at peace. I can't say that we
connected. I can only say that the fact we did not connect, does not matter.
Or
7:00 to bedtime-- It's only money. It is only a lifestyle. Do
I work to live or do I live to live?! I still do not have a solution, I just
have possibilities. That's good. That is more than I had this morning. What
is really important to me? What do I value? I have to keep that in mind
while I walk through this. There is something at play and I need to see what
it is.
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10:00 on --Bedtime rituals --a little meditation, a little
reading, a little quiet.
Expression of gratitude --for
all that I have, all that I love, the resolutions that are mine to
experience, the people in my life to help me see and grow, my own intuition
and power, the creativity that I have, the knowing that I am part of
something awesome and amazing as I build a wonderful life for myself and
others and for the 5 things I did or thought today that positively affected
my life and the world around me.
Abundance builds on gratitude. That is, an abundance of
everything--love, ideas, people, time, money or resources. Abundance builds
on gratitude and tends to diminish with whining, complaining and holding
powerlessness. Abundance builds on gratitude.
It is all a state of being. In every moment, the choice is
yours as to how you positively or negatively affect your life and therefore
how you will affect the world around you.
Blessings on your journey,
The Council
We are here in support of your lives and the
co-creation of Heaven on Earth. We love you infinitely. The Council
Reprinted with permission
from Juelle Wilkins, author of "The Walk-In" [see
Books-Soul Awareness]
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